The struggle continues

I still want a cigarette, but it is not so bad anymore. I have made through the most difficult first three days, and I know I will make it through the rest. Now I need to run. I need to really run, to get back into the groove of running or run/walking 3-5 days a week. I need to be strong and find a strength training program that does not bore me so I can stick with it.

I think I have found a job. Certainly not what I wanted to be doing, but good enough for now, and something I would not feel bad about leaving in 10 months or less if I get the chance to teach somewhere.

I need to train. I am running 4 races this fall. a 10K 10/20/12 in PA & a 5K in Rochester (October), a 4M in Webster (Thanksgiving), a 5K in Seneca Falls (December). I want to stay busy and strong and healthy. So I will struggle on to find my groove of health and happiness.

Pink toes make me happy

It has been a long time since I have had a pedicure. I've only gone once since we moved back from Vegas, but I think I have to start giving myself my own pedicures. I was listing all of the things that make me happy and one of the top things is pink toes. Pink toes make me smile, and feel sexy and confident. I have my very favorite pink polish colors in the bathroom right now and I never paint my nails or my toes. That needs to stop. Pink toes make me happy and I deserve to be happy.